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Thursday, August 16, 2007
Now Playing: Me'Shell NdegeOcello - Bitterly I bet you reely never expected me to stay true to my word and update this thing, huh? lolz. No, not really. Yeah, me either.. lolz. I actually meant to write in here last night, but it was already getting way too much past 12 o'clock. So, I just took a few notez on what I wanted to write about, and ended up falling asleep.. The following morning, I checked the site and realized the music [Sam Cooke] wasn't playing. It was well overdue for a change anyway, so that didn't bother me much. The only frustrating thing about the whole situation, was choosing a replacement...
About 2 or three yearz ago [when I had hair], I used to host another site similiar to this that only contained a blog.. It was amazing, the number of people whom I had never met a day in my life, that would read my blog on a regular basis. At timez, some would even go as far as to email me if I didn't make an entry for long periodz of time! It was crazy.. So anyway, my point iz.. In my eyez, the way I wrote my other blogz was alot more fluid than it feelz when I write now..and I feel alot of it comez from the muziq I used to incorporate throughout my entriez.. I write [alot] better with muziq playing in the background.. Itz almost as if the muziq inspirez my thought in a way that complete silence only complicatez. So..in order to reely get off on the right foot [key], I would need the perfect song...
I needed a song that blended with my notez from the previous night, but nothing I listened to felt quite right.. So I just decided to save my written thoughtz for a later entry, and I would just write about the next song [randomly] choosen in rotation on my winamp playlist. Are you serious..? You went through all of that, just to pick whatever song you heard next?! Yeah, you're clever.. lolz. No, not clever...just unable to decide. Anyway, as you saw at the head of the entry, the song chosen was [Bitterly] by Me'Chelle (pronounced Michelle) NdegeOcello (pronounced In-Day-Gay-O-Cello). I swear I couldn't have selected a better song to help reintroduce my page.. I have gone through alot of soul searching in the past few monthz, and this song not only expresses how I feel about a certain aspect of my life...but it gives enough explanation of my past for me to leave it there. Leave it where..? In the past.
One thing I do regret about my old blog, was the amount insight I gave people [total strangerz] about me.. I guess I was naive to the fact that this is the internet.. lolz. I mean, I didn't post my SSN and credit information or anything, but I did give people [way] too much insight into my personal life, feelingz/relationshipz, etc. So, yeah..there won't be anymore of that goin on round' theze parts.. lolz! I will say, however.. This song is [reely] beautiful. If you have the time, when you finish reading this I suggest you restart the track from the beginning and listen to the wordz.. Of course, every line doesn't apply to me [or any of you] for that matter, that would be kinda' creepy.. lolz. But, just listen to her introduction to the song.. Anyone who has ever loved and loved lost, can relate to the feeling of anger and bitterness of which she speakz.. Personally, I'm not angry nor am I bitter, but at one point in time I was.. Thankfully, that was then...and this is now...
Ladiez & Gentlemen [and more ladiez, if available.. lolz!] without further adieu... [what are you French now..?] Aye! Lyke I was saying, without further adieu.. Me'Chelle Ndegeocello! [Bitter]
With future entriez to come,
[rcZ] [ReelyfexperienceZ.net]
Wow.. It'z been over 3 monthz since my last entry, promising to update the site more regularly...not to mention also promising to revamp the site layout with the removal of HeadlyneZ, and the addition of something new.. 
